Don't give me that look

Have you ever looked at your life and thought, " Where did I make the mistake?" well I seem to be asking this question everyday. And I know that you(if you exist) are probably reading this and thinking wow this girl is a drama queen always whining and bitching about something or other but you know what I really don't think recently that that's been the case. I mean in all honesty I went to school I got the grades I did the extra curricular's I had the part time job and the internship and none of it has paid off. I know that I have only graduated four months ago, and I'm not saying I expected to be making a competitive salary and full benefits right now but for the 7.25 an hour I do get, somethings got to give. Maybe it's my fault for majoring in a liberal arts isubject, but I was never good at math or science and business and social sciences just seem like such dreary areas of study, so I went with one of the few things in the world that I was good at (or so I thought) and that also made me happy. too bad no one ever told me that happiness doesn't amount to shit.
everyday I feel like I'm suffocating in my own life, I can't even think back upon my day without tearing up it's not so much that I hate my job because in this economy I am happy that I at least have something, but the way this country treats each other, its no wonder that the rest of the world hates us. Common sense is no longer common, and people are just out right disgusting. If you are returning a hair brush and I ask if it was used just be honest and say yes, you're still getting your money back but don't lie so that I have to open it and find a lovely surprise of your greasy hair and dandruff residue. If your kid happens to somehow cover a bottle of mouth wash in its spit just say something to me, I do not get paid enough for my hands to be coated in a fine layer of gerber's left overs. It's just amazing that we are one of the worlds powerhouse nations and yet we do such immature and disgusting things.

oh, and if one more person that I knew in high school give me the pity stare while I ring up their vitamins, I'm going to charge you twice for your 42$ bottle of shampoo. :-)


-H