25

Tomorrow I turn 25..... I have nothing to show for it. I've worked a string of mindless retails jobs with no promotions or recognition for my hard work in any of these positions. I have a college degree that is 100% useless. I have a blog, that no one has ever read... and I am constantly being passed over by my own "best friends" so they can spend time snuggling up with their boyfriends or whatnot. last night to kick off my birthday weekend I went to starbucks by myself woo. how did I even get here? if 15 yr old me could see me now she would kill me, I had so many plans and aspirations and not a single one of them has worked out. it's interesting to think that when I was 15 and they used to ask where do you see yourself in ten years no one ever answers stuck in hourly retail with no real future, everyone back then had dreams.