60.

Thank You.

I just want to say thank you
for the things I've noticed since you've left.
no longer am I confident in myself
no longer do I allow myself the freedom to have
fun like I once had.
no longer am I the one that dances with no music
or sings out of key.
I am boring and scared of the person I was, but I miss her.
I look in a mirror and wonder where did she go?
where is the girl who didn't give a shit,
who did what she felt like doing,
never thought twice of what others thought
I can't stop that voice in my head warning me,
don't act out, don't be noticed
being notice might attract another.
I refuse to let myself attract again for fear of being broken.

So thank you for shattering who I once was and molding me
into a hidden away no one too scared to draw an eye to her

Thank you.

H.